nobody's birthday..

mom..
sometimes i wanna cry, but i found nothing for me to cry.,
i wanna angry, but i found no reasons for me to..
you know i've been living without you since 10 years ago, but i still cannot walk on my own way without you..
mom, did you know how much that i miss you since you've been away?? it's a long journey to find what is myself alone...
i have no strenght, i'm weak...
when i was cry, i always wanna run to you and hug you as close as i can..

Mom,
will you kiss and said 'happy birthday' for me??
onegai~..